Sunday, December 13, 2009

Electronic&my life = LOSER?

ELECTRONIC?...Huh...

ya,i understand.not all of u like it.mayb some of u think it is boring...(Im talking like I hv hundreds of people reading my blog)

Anyway, it doesnt matter,coz everyone deserve to choose 4 themself.Right?For me, electronic is my 1st priority in study(once...). When i was a kid; teachers,friends and my relatives always ask about my ambition. I bet u 2 right? And i just simply answer whatever job that cross my mine at that time. Doctor,architect,lawyer and so on.i hv no idea at all what im saying...huhuhu.

Then, when i was 14 years old, i realized that im really enthusiastic in elctronic.how?mayb after i finished my project 4 'Kemahiran Hidup'. Then,I planned to go 4 technical school after i finish my PMR. But, i didnt go to the technical school 4 a few reasons.

s0, when we were ask to choose which class we want to entered,i choose 'TK= Teknologi kejuruteraan' . i hope i can learn a lot of electronic in this class. but,actually,we learned almost every things about engineering.Mechanical,civil,cad cam,manufacturing...bla,bla,bla....electronic?yeah,they hv it.but no project 4 it....huhuhu.As i remember, i hv a project to built a bridge..

s0, i think the only way to learn more about electronic is when we were at the university.Then, I began to search which university that offer electronic course. Turn out, there are only 1 university in my mind. and i desperately want to go there.the ONE and only ONE...University Teknologi Malaysia...my dream university...

After SPM, i went to matriculation.Kolej Matrikulasi Johor(i hope it is near to UTM).but it wasn't.KMJ in Tangkak,UTM in Skudai.so far away....gagaga.

Of course,we do not learn any electronic subject here. But we learn physics. It is fine 4 me. Actually im doing well here.Very well compare to my SPM results...(sigh).

But few things happen to me during the 2nd semester of the matriculation. As a consequence, my result wasn't as good as in my 1st semester. I feel really depressed and i made 1 of my biggest mistake of all time...i didn't apply 4 UTM(i hv some reasons 4 it).

Here,in my current university, it wasn't like before.I live in fear and desperation. I hope i could make a 'come back' but i can't.electronic?long gone already....

friends?don't ask...
Rest assure,people love to see u lose.Make them stronger i think....always was and always is...

2 comments:

Ahmad Syafiq Mazuan Bin Mohamad said...

aku rase aku bleh paham sket perasaan ko, walaupun mungkin keadaan aku sedikit lebih baik dari ko. memang kadang2 tu kite tersilap masa nak bwat pilihan, tapi tulah manusia, takbleh lari dari bwat kesilapan. but we must get on with it.

aku pun rase mcm menyesal plak masuk UM nie, ble tgk member2 aku yg kat univ lain score , pointer jgn cakap la... padahal dulu lebih kurang je sume.aku mmg awal2 pilih UM, sebb UM is always the best, hehe. aku ingt dulu aku mampu nak cope ngan so-called high standard kt UM ni, tapi akhirnye hampeh...

skang yg kite bleh buat ialah get on with it. contoh la ko dah berenang jauh gle kt lautan, dah tak bleh nak patah balik kt tempat kte bermula dulu. so kene la terus berenang n berenang smpai ke tempat nak dituju...

ko bkn loser kacang... ni aku dgr dlm radio. "everyone is this world was born to be a champion". Allah takkan jadikkan umatnye hidup dlm dunia ni utk jadik loser. TAPI ko memang btol loser IF ko quit ngan apa yg ko wat skang ni.

haha, bnyk lak aku merepek ni, mcm terer sngt jek. tapi apa2 pun, pegang je la satu ayat ni smpai ke liang lahad:

-Jangan putus asa-

:-)

zril said...

ea,xsangka ko bce sampai abis...hehehe
anyway,thank nasihatkn ak nie...hehehe.bet0l ckp ko,nk xnk kena gak tempuh.walaupn kena tgk member2 da grad,da keje nanti.

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